Friday, October 17, 2008

those memories..

didn't have a good sleep ytd. only bout a 3 hours sleep? i kept thinking and thinking.. whenever i'm not doing anything, you'll be the first person that pop out of my mind again and again. went to visit you this morning. you've changed, totally a different person that i know. i wanted to cry it all out, but, it's difficult. it's difficult to cry in front of them/you. i have the urge to walk up to you, and shake you up. wake you up and hope everything can went back to normal. faeez and the rest came after that. tears rolled down from faeez's eyes after he came out of your room, but still, control. everyone is saying about you on msn, same as their pm. tears filled up my eyes, once again. went to other's blog to see. i dun dare to read their post for you, i scared i cant control myself. out for a interview, but i have totally no mood at all. I'MMISSINGYOU! come back, please?

mood for work tmr? i doubt so =/ i'm tired, things happened too sudden. suddenly, i feel so shag, i feel so lousy. i dun feel like continuing anymore. i feel like breaking down, may i? can i?

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